What I’ve learned about trying to earn love


I now see that a lot of my neuroses has been rooted in insecurity and fear. Not feeling secure and feeling that the burden of my safety, my life happenings, my success, my joy, everything – weighed solely on my shoulders with no other help or guidance. And all of it was life or death.

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23 – Live and Relearn

It’s funny how much relearning we have to do as adults.

No one really mentions this long cyclical process of relearning.
It’s like the last 21 years of life didn’t mean anything
or they were a practice run for the real thing.
22 commences the real thing. Real life.

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